Rain pours down wash me away I want to be gone from the face of everything my face your soul your heart and open hands and everyone’s freaking out about nothing but everything’s something so why not pick something why pick nothing when nothing matters you’re making everything matter I don’t want it to matter I want to be free alone. Alone is free and you are nothing to me because I can’t be anything to you. Why don’t we all try to share happiness? There’s not enough to go around but why don’t we give a little bit to everyone and then we’ll all be short but maybe it would at least be a little even.
Don’t talk to me I know you don’t care or if you do you shouldn’t because I don’t I care about nothing nothing so why why scream shout dance in slow motion because fast is too hard to keep track of I want to scream but my eyelids they’re so heavy I meant to be slow it’s too just sit down oh my gosh I want to fall asleep and never ever be awakened by my doubts or my soul fluttering out when I sneeze it doesn’t mean enough to me I just want to be able to spew out in pain hate free my own internal hell and I have to live it out every day.
I feel tears and they don’t careen or fall or crash around they just sit there behind closed eyelashes and when no one knocks they never fall out I wish you could be my somebody but you’re too lost in being my own nothing and you’re nobody and nobody ever becomes somebody because opposites don’t attract they just sit there and stare off into a vacant snowdrift and nothing will always stay nothing alone sitting there at the end of the earth.
